I always want things, but now i want whats best for my family. I always think about why do my parents have me do things because they are lazy and now i wish my parents were still together because then they wouldn't be struggling like they are now. i know they love each other. and it's been a year now and i wish that they would get back together because in ways they need each other and in ways they need to be apart. but the thing is people go through horrible times to make them stronger. And i know at times i don't understand it and then i doo. But no matter what happened who comes and goes, i know that God will always be here for me . he will be my all time best friend he will not turn his back on him as many times as i hurt him and do things that he does not like. and no matter how young you die if you take him as your savior, and ask for his forgiveness and truly mean it from the bottom of your heart and try to be those temptations you will go to heaven. Now that God is in my life more i know there is a purpose for everything. there is a purpose for me being here and me being around the people that i am . and i know by all means that i am not perfect and God knows that i wont ever be perfect, but he won't give up on me. i guess what im trying to say is, lift all your troubles up and live in his path and you will be happier then man made happy♥
